Goals and what not.
Been gone a while - had some rough times, didn't feel like blogging.
However I have returned, mostly because I miss writing, and want to keep sharp for this new English class I'm in. We do these writing exercises where you have 5 minutes to write on a topic. Then, your writing gets PASSED ON to OTHER STUDENTS, and they get to comment on it.. Not on the spelling or grammar or anything, just on your thoughts. Insanity.
You may have noticed that I mentioned my English class. That's right, I have completed Goal #1 on my list of things to do before I turn 21. I got in to University. Huzzah! It's interesting. I lack friends at the moment, but I might meet some.. Hopefully. I need to get better at initiating conversations. I wonder if they have a class for that. Oi. Sitting next to people would probably also help. Although it's not ENTIRELY my fault that I sit alone in my classes. Often, I come in and sit down and no one sits next to me. I cannot just move to sit next to someone after the class starts, as that would be odd.
How am I doing on my other goals, you may ask. Well, lets see. I'm working out everyday. I'm only down like 2 pounds, but its something! I'm excited, plus I'm totally enjoying it. I have paid off 2 of my 3 credit cards (I should look in the bank and see if I have enough to pay off the 3rd). I'm also learning to jog via Wii fit. Which is very exciting..... and also REALLY painful. My calves were just burning last night. Ah well.
I definitely have not been reading a book a week. Though I really have no excuse. I have 3 hours of breaks a day at school now. I could be reading then, although I tend to do my homework then, in which case, I could be reading at home. I'm not though. I watch a lot of TV lately. Probably because it stops me from thinking so much.
I told Arielle I can't see her anymore (friend-wise). It was brutally hard, and I have this like, pit of despair in my stomach when I think about it. I miss her. But, as Jen keeps reminding me, the long term pain from her is not worth the short term happiness of seeing her.
Ugh.
So, that's my life. I made a resolution this year. I never do; or I resolve not to make any stupid resolutions I can't keep. This one is good though. I have resolved to take better care of myself. Emotionally and Physically. I'm working on both, and I feel pretty good. I'm cutting out people and things that are just not good for me. Which also includes smoking. Its driving me crazy, I want a smoke. But I haven't had one since... Okay, well, Wednesday. But that's something.
Rawr.
However I have returned, mostly because I miss writing, and want to keep sharp for this new English class I'm in. We do these writing exercises where you have 5 minutes to write on a topic. Then, your writing gets PASSED ON to OTHER STUDENTS, and they get to comment on it.. Not on the spelling or grammar or anything, just on your thoughts. Insanity.
You may have noticed that I mentioned my English class. That's right, I have completed Goal #1 on my list of things to do before I turn 21. I got in to University. Huzzah! It's interesting. I lack friends at the moment, but I might meet some.. Hopefully. I need to get better at initiating conversations. I wonder if they have a class for that. Oi. Sitting next to people would probably also help. Although it's not ENTIRELY my fault that I sit alone in my classes. Often, I come in and sit down and no one sits next to me. I cannot just move to sit next to someone after the class starts, as that would be odd.
How am I doing on my other goals, you may ask. Well, lets see. I'm working out everyday. I'm only down like 2 pounds, but its something! I'm excited, plus I'm totally enjoying it. I have paid off 2 of my 3 credit cards (I should look in the bank and see if I have enough to pay off the 3rd). I'm also learning to jog via Wii fit. Which is very exciting..... and also REALLY painful. My calves were just burning last night. Ah well.
I definitely have not been reading a book a week. Though I really have no excuse. I have 3 hours of breaks a day at school now. I could be reading then, although I tend to do my homework then, in which case, I could be reading at home. I'm not though. I watch a lot of TV lately. Probably because it stops me from thinking so much.
I told Arielle I can't see her anymore (friend-wise). It was brutally hard, and I have this like, pit of despair in my stomach when I think about it. I miss her. But, as Jen keeps reminding me, the long term pain from her is not worth the short term happiness of seeing her.
Ugh.
So, that's my life. I made a resolution this year. I never do; or I resolve not to make any stupid resolutions I can't keep. This one is good though. I have resolved to take better care of myself. Emotionally and Physically. I'm working on both, and I feel pretty good. I'm cutting out people and things that are just not good for me. Which also includes smoking. Its driving me crazy, I want a smoke. But I haven't had one since... Okay, well, Wednesday. But that's something.
Rawr.

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