I don't know

I spent 5 hours today cleaning my old apartment. But it's spotless. And empty. Kinda depressing, really. Like it's all over. My independence. I drove the car into the parking lot of my own apartment for the last time. It was a very momentous occasion, or so it felt.

Actually, driving today felt rather momentous. I could feel every time the gears in the car switched, the rev of the engine, the click of the signal lights.. I felt it all. It was awesome. I wish I had been high, it probably would have been twice as epic feeling.

I have never related more to a character than I do to the single chick in this episode on tv. Everyone else is dating and she is watching people make out. Awkward. Not that I frequently watch people make out.. nor are all my friends dating/with someone. I dunno. Why is my life so sans romance? I hate it.

I think if I'm not making out with anyone, no one else should get to either. Not even the people on tv. Just sayin. Also I just realized that the song playing right now is called 'You Shouldn't Kiss Me Like This.' Clearly my itunes is against me.